After I took a shower last night I started
to blow dry my hair and I wondered,
Do we all care about what we look like.
If you just said, “I don’t care about what people
think about me!” Then why do you look in the mirror.
We have been raised in a society that has
molded us into thinking we need to look a certain way.
Even when I am having a “scrub” day, I look in the
mirror to make sure my hair isn’t standing on end
and that my face didn’t get too oily over night.
It is almost impossible for me not to see myself in
a mirror because I have them scattered all over
They are only from the chest up.
I can leave my house feeling like a million bucks,
then go to a store with a full length mirror,
see a roll or something unsightly,
and my mood goes straight down the tube!
I care what people think about me.
I let what they think, make me feel like
crap. That is not fair to me .
I need to be stronger.
That leads me to another question,
MATURE EYES ONLY!
Does anyone else have such a problem with
the way they look “Down There” that
they can’t fully relax during oral pleasure,
that they can’t actually enjoy it?
My husband says he loves to do it.
He is kind of new to the whole idea of it,
I guess his ex’s never gave him any pointers.
Why can’t I just lay back and enjoy.
I am always worried that he is tired, or bored or
or that it smells funky!
(Don’t worry I really don’t I just think he won’t like it.)
Oh and I am only self conscience when it comes
to my looks, I don’t give a crap if people
care what I say!
If they don’t like it, they can stop listening.
I have manners, but my opinion is my opinion.
Why can’t I apply that to my looks!?
This all leads to my big question,
How self conscience are we, and how much
does it affect our lives?
Leave a comment or email me
if you aren’t as open as I am!!